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Dear Joseph,

I dont mean to write to you every single week.This one's an anomaly.Just thought i'd let you know.

Sometimes i mess things up really badly.

It is in these moments that i'm tempted to count how many lives ive disappointed by my mistakes and the trail of destruction ive left behind.Wrongs that i dont know how to remedy.

It's quite depressing,and im left crying out to God for help.Im sinful for not going to church for almost two years by now,will God forgive me and starts to hear me back?

grace(lots of it needed)

I think i'll pen off for now.Hope you're getting along well.Waiting for your return!